Aesthetically broken

We don't like similar things. He doesn't even want to stalk and read my writing or post that i like. He just loves me in his own way, and its just better than i've ever imagined :')

At your absolute best, you still wont be good enough for the wrong person. At your worst, you will still be worth it to the right person.  ////////// Your job is not to judge. Your job is not to figure out if someone deserves something. Your job is to lift the fallen, to restore the broken, and to heal the hurting. ///////// The trick is as long as you know who you are and whats make you happy, it doesn’t matter how others see you /////////// Sometimes you me e t a person and you just click— you are comfortable with them, like you’ve known them your whole life, and you don’t have to pretend to be anyone or anything. ////////// Don’t tell me you love me and then forget me. I’m not a box labelled as ‘extra’ to be put in a corner and when needed, dust off and used. I’m not a second best or an option. I’m much more than that. //////////// I choose to live by choice not by chance ...

We are a team. Whatever you lack, I got you. We wil balance each other out. You got me. I got us.

Sometimes, you will just be too much woman, too smart, too beautiful, too strong. Too much of something that makes a man feel like less of a man, which wiill start making you feel like you have to be less of woman. The biggest mistake you can make is removing jewels from your crown to make it easier for a man to carry. When this happens, I need you to understand, you do not need a smaller crown— you need a man with bigger hands.

In life, you realize that there is role for everyone you meet. Some will test you, some will use you, some will love you, and some will teach you. But, the ones that are important are the ones who bring out the best in you. They are the rare and amazing people who remind you why it’s worth it.

Try to learn to breathe deeply, really to taste food when you eat and when you sleep, really to sleep. Try as much as possible to be wholly alive with all your might, and when you laugh, laugh like hell. And when you get angry, get good and angry. Try to be alive. Because you’ll be dead soon enough. Ernest Hemingway.

I have a dream I dont know when i can reach it I dont know how will i be I dont know which way to take I just know that i have a dream A dream. is it not a goal? Is it not ambition? If it is just a dream,  will it just stay in my deepest mind? Too many dreamer out there Just few a real dreamer Fewer do action And lesser not giving up And finally the chosen one who live their dream I know, i'm in the right way I'm sure i would get whats worth for me I believe God serves the best for me I just.... afraid that i walk too slow

Sometimes, people who show off their happiness too much are the ones who are actually struggling to be happy. T hey may seek for happiness to show that they r happy. But dont you know that feeling of happiness is actually in our heart? Its not always have to be seen by others. Nobody cares anyway if you r happy or not. So, do what makes your soul happy, build your dream world, and live in it. You dont have to be dying to feel happiness. Care less, have fun more, and make other people wonder why you r always smiling in this suck world :D

Everyone have their own story, maybe its not now, but who knows what will they have or be tomorrow. Just dont judge too early because next time you may see them in different way. Is it fair enough to not judge when you expect not to be judged? You cant expect people to respect you while you dont even respect yourself and others. You say another people are selfish, but what the differences between you and them when u want to take too much without give a thing. The start point is in your hand, you can take it or just throw it away. 

Dear, you I take you to be my best friend, my faithful partner, and my one true love. I promise to encourage you and inspire you and to love you truly through good times and bad. I will forever be there to laugh with you, to lift you up when you are down and to love you unconditionally through all of our adventures in life together. This message seems like unrealistic. Too sweet to be real. But you know whats more unreal is ...to find a boy that more romantic than this. I cant believe if someday there will be a boy who just  eventually enter my life and magically love me that bad. Or maybe its not about new person, it can be old friend who suddenly realize that im the only one he want to marry. I know, im bad story maker, God is best, but just to wonder, i wonder if its possible to find someone who love me so unconditionally. Lol i have no idea to wonder how he is like anymore.

I have this bad habit of getting close to people and thinking that their always going to be by myside; but eventually they always leave. I have this bad habit of loving people a little too much, when they don’t even love me back; and when they leave me my heart feels like someone threw it from the sky. I have this bad habit of caring for people, when they don’t care about me at all. Perhaps, if they saw through my eyes they’ll see the scars I have deep down inside. I’m tired. I’m tired. I’m tired. I wish feelings didn’t exist. Why do feelings exist anyways? I always fall for everything and let it destroy me. It’s my fault after all, but I still have hope that one day I find a person that shares the same bad habits as me

There s nothing better than to see another people happy because of you.  Yes we have that nature. By making others happy undirectly makes ourself happy too. Its not to be used, but its about how to be useful. You dont always have to please another and hurt you self. Its about how you balance it

Lol im not going to give some advice. I just wanna remind u that there are some websites like dagelan,  9gag or 1cak. It works to me even when im not willing to smile at all. And my second reminder is remember that you have best friends, lol i mean the freak one. So when he/she/they try to give their best wisdom advise to you, you will laugh at them, and say “its enough, im okay now”, so they will stop talk and act ridiculously wise asap :D 

Its not about how many motivational quotes you know, how many motivational writing you read. It about when(time). When you start to do what you’ve already known, already read? The answer is now. At this moment, at this second. You r different person now. You’ve changed (in your mind). But u have to actualize that. Show to the world that your not the person you were yesterday.  You r still you but the better one.

Do you know that there are so many external factors that influence your life? To read someone’s story, to see someone’s picture, to hear some sad song, to feel someone’s pain. We can close our eyes to don’t see what i don’t want to see, and closing our ears to thing we don’t wanna hear, but you can’t; it’s almost impossible to close your heart and don’t feel things u don’t wanna feel. We are incapable to do this. But do you know what r we capable? To choose the way we feel. To think the way the winner does.  No one in the world thinks bad about you; but yourself. You are the core of your world. U have choices. U always have; even when life just give you one and only choice. You always can set your mind to enjoy anything you do. 

Being strong is being indepedent.  Not count on someone else to save you.  You can pass everything eventhough u almost give up and need a help.   Being strong is when u can face your nightmare people.  You're unshaken. You stay. You have faith.  Being strong is not being easy.  Undeniable. Hard to get. Hard to fight with. Being strong is to see possibilities in anything, have influence. And keep believing  eventhough  many things trying to knock u down.