Soal membenci dan mendoakan // rational thoughts
Being lied to..... was i not smart enough? am i still not smart enough? or you just underestimate me? I already knew from the first. Like many stories that had been told, when the girl knew everything but kept it herself. Now, I know how it feels. It hurts. It feels like too much hatred in my chest. but guess what guess what? I dont let hatred win, because love and kindness always win! I let you, I let both of you, do anything you will do. I just try to pretend that you two are just another couple I am not involved. I keep my self for not spreading rumors, I keep my self away. Because my voices wont be heard, my warning wont matter. I try to save anyone but who will i save first? The girl? because i am the girl, because please girl, when we are united we can battle everything. I wanna shout on her face, no, I wanna whisper calmly that he probably doesnt love you. I just wanna save you for worse pain you may feel but you can say, "love will grow" and I dont refuse it. B...