You r original. You r you

You actually refers to my self. Its like two sides of my self talking to each others. So this blog is actually me who is talking to my self, LOL. I’ve been stalked many people life. I know what type of  their posts, how their love life stories, what styles of their writings, how the ways they express their feelings. All of them are interesting. But i often forget, that we don’t live to be interesting, we live to be who we are. I’m not her, I’m not them, but it doesn’t mean I’m not as cool as them.  I don’t always have happy thing to share but it doesn't mean my life is full of sorrow. Sometimes,  I’m mistaken it. I don’t want to be someone else, i only want to know how the way they live their life. Don’t ask me how to be happy because we all know there is no special trick. If you want be happy, just be. And poof! You r happy now.

So, i think i already know who am I, I’m good at describing my self like blablabla. I believe that I have good communication skill, but whats wrong happened to me. Sometimes i just cant handle my self. I worry about something i shouldn’t. I know that its normal, but I’m a psychologist student. I’ve already taught to be psychological well-being, how to cope stress and etc. So why its not that easy to apply those shits to my life.