Soal membenci dan mendoakan // rational thoughts
Being lied to..... was i not smart enough? am i still not smart enough? or you just underestimate me?
I already knew from the first. Like many stories that had been told, when the girl knew everything but kept it herself. Now, I know how it feels. It hurts. It feels like too much hatred in my chest. but guess what guess what? I dont let hatred win, because love and kindness always win!
I let you, I let both of you, do anything you will do. I just try to pretend that you two are just another couple I am not involved. I keep my self for not spreading rumors, I keep my self away. Because my voices wont be heard, my warning wont matter.
I try to save anyone but who will i save first? The girl? because i am the girl, because please girl, when we are united we can battle everything. I wanna shout on her face, no, I wanna whisper calmly that he probably doesnt love you. I just wanna save you for worse pain you may feel but you can say, "love will grow" and I dont refuse it. But are you sure? I was with him first. And he will not show you to the world, I mean he would show you to his friends because you two are going together to everywhere but he wont post your picture on his instagram. But i am not sure too. Maybe he can love you so much then he did what he didnt do when he was with me. I wish you the best. I hardly say, but I wish you all happiness I couldnt have and get.
And to the boy, I still hope that you are okay. To be honest, not the best, just hope you are okay. Why not you so picky? Why you risk urself? Where goes your standards you had before you decided me. You said you cant choose anyone before know her well, you need long enough time just for sure............. I am running out of words. I know it doesnt matter now, all your words, all your fake explanation. you are liar, you are manipulative. But still, I hope you are okay. I regret we walked through everything too far. Now you are not afraid to explore for more. But darling, please know your limit, please dont go beyond the safe line. She's not me. If something bad happen, I am not sure she could handle everything the way I could. You re less. I am more. I take more responsibilities on my shoulder just to make it easier for you. you know how selfless I am. So, my baby, please take care of your self....when i am away.
The last. I hope this will not happen. All my fears. I hope you two doing okay, simple love, take and give. I hope love will grow, strengthening, so anything you will face, you will go through it. Good luck.
I already knew from the first. Like many stories that had been told, when the girl knew everything but kept it herself. Now, I know how it feels. It hurts. It feels like too much hatred in my chest. but guess what guess what? I dont let hatred win, because love and kindness always win!
I let you, I let both of you, do anything you will do. I just try to pretend that you two are just another couple I am not involved. I keep my self for not spreading rumors, I keep my self away. Because my voices wont be heard, my warning wont matter.
I try to save anyone but who will i save first? The girl? because i am the girl, because please girl, when we are united we can battle everything. I wanna shout on her face, no, I wanna whisper calmly that he probably doesnt love you. I just wanna save you for worse pain you may feel but you can say, "love will grow" and I dont refuse it. But are you sure? I was with him first. And he will not show you to the world, I mean he would show you to his friends because you two are going together to everywhere but he wont post your picture on his instagram. But i am not sure too. Maybe he can love you so much then he did what he didnt do when he was with me. I wish you the best. I hardly say, but I wish you all happiness I couldnt have and get.
And to the boy, I still hope that you are okay. To be honest, not the best, just hope you are okay. Why not you so picky? Why you risk urself? Where goes your standards you had before you decided me. You said you cant choose anyone before know her well, you need long enough time just for sure............. I am running out of words. I know it doesnt matter now, all your words, all your fake explanation. you are liar, you are manipulative. But still, I hope you are okay. I regret we walked through everything too far. Now you are not afraid to explore for more. But darling, please know your limit, please dont go beyond the safe line. She's not me. If something bad happen, I am not sure she could handle everything the way I could. You re less. I am more. I take more responsibilities on my shoulder just to make it easier for you. you know how selfless I am. So, my baby, please take care of your self....when i am away.
The last. I hope this will not happen. All my fears. I hope you two doing okay, simple love, take and give. I hope love will grow, strengthening, so anything you will face, you will go through it. Good luck.
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